Literally, everything and anything I over think. I think about the circumstances. I think about what could have been. How I could have changed things. How these situations can change me. Even how my future could be with each decision.
Sometimes I freak myself out about thinking about every possible scenario that I just stop. I stop, take a breath, and think about if I didn't do this one thing how could my life end up? It gets scary sometimes but I just have to take a step back.
All boys probably think that all girls over think, and don't get me wrong I am sure a lot of us do but not everybody has there mind going one hundred miles an hour thinking about what is, what could be, or other options? My only goal in life is to be happy doing what I love, with people I love next to me. Is that so hard to hope for. Just hoping I find the people I love sooner, but I know with the ones I have around me now, I am off to a great start.
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