This
past Friday my fellow #sgt blogger, Ali Faccenda’s, posted a blog
entitled “Adjusting
Your Sails and Changing Your Future”. (Note: If your have not read
this post I highly suggest you do, it is an great piece that many college
students can relate to).
After
reading her moving piece about changing your career goals, I started thinking
about my journey to discovering what I wanted to do as a profession.
Like
many people, as a child, I wanted to be everything from a teacher to a marine
veterinarian (and several things in-between).
While
at different parts of my life, I wanted to be different things, and I am beyond
lucky to have the opportunity to dream big.
I am
not going to lie, it was a long road to get to this sort of certainty, and over
time, I became wise enough to realize that just like a good pair of boots or a
significant other, sometimes you need to find a few wrong ones before you find
the right one.
I
am blessed to able to tell you the exact moment when I realized exactly what I
wanted to be.
In
my junior year of high school I was lucky enough to take my photo class. At this
point, the walls of bedroom were collaged (I am not exaggerating) with photos.
Needless to say, I was excited.
On
the first day, our teacher, Mr. Cronk, took us on a tour of the classroom and
the darkroom. On the tour he stopped in front of a large poster of Ansel Adam’s
(my favorite photographer) El Capitan photograph.
I
was forever changed.
It
was that moment where I knew that if I could inspire the emotions that I
received looking at that beautiful photograph, I would be happy. I knew from
then on that I wanted inspire people with my art, I wanted to be able to
provoke the same kinds of emotional response that I felt looking at that
picture.
While
I knew what I wanted, it wasn't easy to convince others. My stepfather refused
to let me apply to art school and consistently told me that I would never find
a job and make money as photographer. He told me that my "passion"
for photography could only be a hobby, and nothing more.
I
ended up going into Pace University with a Childhood Education Major. After my
stepfather was out of the picture after my first semester freshman year, I
changed my major to Media Communications and Journalism, with a photo
minor.
I
was lucky enough to have a major where I was able to still help foster my
ultimate goal of being a photographer (ideally, a photojournalist).
A bachelors
and Master's degree later, I am happy in my first post grad job as a photo
editor, and I am hoping someday to be able to go back to school and get a photography
degree, for me.
What I realized during this self reflection is that every person needs to decided for themselves what they want and cannot let others redirect and smoother your passion.
The
key word is PASSION- if you want a career where you don't dread
going to work everyday you have to allow your passion lead you into the right
career.
The
moral of the story is, whatever you decide to do as a career should align with
your passions and that is your decision, and no one else’s. Don't worry if your
don't know what is, you will figure it out. Don't worry if you change your mind
mid degree- you will be fine. Just do something that excites you!
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