Graduation?

I'm afraid to graduate, terrified actually. I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life once I leave college and my sorority. I don't want to be forced to move back to my hometown, not only do I not want to live with my parents but there's not enough opportunity for me to build my career there. I still have a few semesters before I graduate but as I watch older sisters graduate I can't help but think I'm next. When I graduate I won't be an active member of my sorority anymore no more hanging out with sisters in the library, date nights, or formals. I'm going to miss my chapter so much.                                                Also, There's all these things I need to do in order to prepare to graduate. On the top of that list is get an internship. I've seen multiple entry level PR jobs that require a year of experience. So that's great. Having a big girl job is also kind of intimidating when I still feel like a baby out in the real world.                                     I know that being out of school will be great with no more homework or papers to write but at the same time I've been in school for the majority of my life and so have most young adults these days so it's hard to imagine anything else. I truly hope that when it comes time to walk across that stage I'm ready.